the world is still falling apart
I never wavered from being gay, once I realized I was
it just took me a while to figure it out, the girls, the boys,
the boys were sexier

my massage therapist loved Dune 2, felt it was what the Anakin Skywalker prequels should’ve been, a boy with special skills born to power, but unable to stop its corruption,

I still love Dune 1, and we'll see how often I rewatch Dune 2 once it is on my laptop,

[Verse 1 ( Read more... )

we talk and cuddle and snuggle and listen to music and tease each other and it feels like home, feels like I'm 16 again and falling in love for the first time ( Read more... )

for "low-energy" he was fine, fun, we2 had all the conversations, we keep on moving forward ... I'd sorta given up on him over the past few days ... but he explained his texting frequency and social frequency and we talked about frequencies and percentages and fuck ( Read more... )

I think I've written in the past about how when I spend too much time searching online dating/hookup profiles they end up pissing me off.  I think I'm more hardened about them now, but today on my lunch break while looking at Reddit fellas I saw a couple examples of what I've complained about before.

(1) How I'm pretty much stuck with younger guys ( Read more... )

Wearing rigid boots outside or rigid slippers inside was all it took, I wouldn't know anything is wrong with my foot anymore.  Can probably go hiking in the boots with Dax tomorrow :-)

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It's tough policing Dax on walks when my goal is to keep him from chewing on any sticks.  It's impossible to achieve 100% unless I put a muzzle on him, which I ( Read more... )

I had a lot of dreams involving touch overnight -- my favorite was a dream where I went to see a therapist and K was there with me snuggling with me from behind while I spoke with her about my feelings.  She told me that what I'm feeling is normal, especially during these times.  K just listened.

Also, I showed up to the therapy session without a ( Read more... )